Kamis, 18 April 2013

"HAI"

 Even in the elevator written the limit of one elevator is 25 people, but only this boy and this girl who choose not to take and waiting another one if there is more 6 people inside elevator. If this two people don't have critical claustrophobia we can assume they hates other people in their intimate zone.

It's been a year for the boy recognize there is new girl in his office building. Every 8.30 in the morning and 6.30 in the noon the boy will be stuck in the elevator with this new girl. Tall, sleek, long brown hair, and smell vanilla every time she walks. From their "scheduled meeting" every morning and noon, the boy know that the girl is work in 20th floor, the five floor before his.

And, today, after long, staring and smiling relationship they had been through, the boy think maybe it's a good time to just say "Hai" to her.

In exact 6.30 in Thursday noon, the boy took the elevator down with no doubt his elevator girl will be take his elevator too. And he is right, bell say "dink" in 20th floor, and only this pretty tall girl with her leather sling bag in the right shoulder. He gives her a smile, and just like 365 other time before, she give him a smile back.

Boy: "Hai.."

Girl: the girl look shock, she turn her happy eyes into furious eyes, her smile become pointy, she just hard to believe what he said and constantly shout "Stop"

Boy: "Excuse me?"

Girl: "Stop! Don't say anything that we both know that we can not ended it nicely... like "hai", "hey", "what's up", just don't make any possible things happen between this" said the girl waving his point finger from The Boys and herself.

Boy: "But... i.. what possible? i just want to say hai!"

Girl: "And then what? i said "Hai, too". And then you will ask me about how was my day, and then i said it was good, and then you will randomly ask me another question like you care and you really want to know me but actually you don't give a fuck. And i answer all your moronic question emotionless but you think we had a good conversation and then we reach the lobby and you know we will see me again tomorrow but instead you just leave me like another day you will said something idiot like "see you soon". And in the way home you think there is no mistake to take a lunch together, or go to the movie, and then we sharing a cab so we had a more time to talk again. And in the next day you will ask me what your plan, as logical person i will answer "i don't have a reason to say no" and we do whatever you had plan, maybe it's will went well with little respect kiss in your cheek or its turn "too well" and makes one of us to do "walk of shame" early in the morning to our own place, whatever it is, in the next morning, either you think it was a date and i think it was not or i think it was a date and you think it was not, both of us too confuse to find out and then stuck again in this elevator, staring each other again, but this time is so much worse than before because both of us know we should talk about it but none of us want to start talk about it. And day goes by, both of us get hurt by our own mind interpretation what just happening but none of us, especially you, have a real gut to say "goodbye". So, please, don't say it, don't ever think it was just a "hai"! "Hai" its more than anything, it's a magical words, either it makes you devastated by expectation or stuck in relation, so please, unless you really sure how and where you will go with your "hai" it is better to left ,whatever happening in here, anything unsaid... awkwardly in silent"

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